minus the premonitions

yey..... i think...

for the longest time i have been hounded by these premonitions hours before a message....

its a good feeling to know that it has finally gone away... i think...

the connection was there, i know it.. but i want to move along nah...

and i cant with the connection tying me down...

but sometimes when i think about it....

i dont want it to end... it WAS the only thing left...

uncorrupted.. pure and unintended....

maybe it has left me to make room for something else..??